As you can probably see by the subject of this journal...

I AM NOT HAPPY.

Why's that, you may ask?
Mostly because I miss my best friend in the world , who is leaving for Georgia, and of course, I'M STUCK HERE ALL OF THE HOLIDAY BREAK... WITHOUT HER! I AM SO ANGRY AND SAD AND.... UGHHHHH!!! D<<<<<<<

It's not fair. =/ Life hasn't been going quite so well lately.. I'm really upset that I won't see my best friend for like two weeks, and that I have absolutely NOTHING to do for the holidays.

Also, I'm making my Holiday wish-list and only have a few things on it so far I will post them below along with comments, lol. But I need a few more things for my list so if you have any suggestions please comment.

Anyway, I'll miss you Cookiez, Love you HEAPS <3


xoxoxoxoxo


-Choogie <3



WISH-LIST:
My Christmas wish-list


1. Epiphone EB-3 SG Bass (Yes it's my first bass but I play Guitar and Drums and I'm a singer... I thought i'd start learning now ^_^)
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2. Bella's Bracelet from the Twilight saga (Only available online) WOO!
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3. Guitar Hero World Tour
4. Rockband 2
5. A trip to Australia during the summer with Diana (<3333)
6. a $300 gift certificate to Hot Topic (Yes I shop there THAT much )
7. Go on the school trip (Pathetic, I know)

I now have a Broken heart carried by a thousand broken wings. If you every feel that way, listen to this song by Flyleaf, here are the lyrics:


Thank you for being
such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life
And have I ever told you
how much you mean to me
Oh you're everything to me
I'm thinkin all the time
how to tell what I feel
I'm contimplating phrases
I'm gazing at eternity
I am floating in serenity

And I am so lost for words
And I am so overwhelmed

Please don't go just yet
Can you stay a moment please?
We can dance together
and we can dance forever

Under your stars tonight
We'll live and breathe this dream

Close your eyes
but don't dream too deep
and please pass me some memories
But I fall you're underneath
a thousand broken hearts
Carried by a thousand broken wings
A thousand broken wings


Also, here is the link to the song:

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Hope all is well...

xoxo

Okay so...

I went to the opening night showing for Twilight (Midnight on Friday). Just wanted to do a quick little review of it...

Okay guys first of all, it was BY FAR the best film i've ever seen, the only major problem i had was basically they took out a few important aspects of the book, although i am not going to write them down because it would take too long.
But overall it was Amazing and i enjoyed watching it, i actually loved how they chose the cast, Edward was just PERFECT, and Bella sort of turned out okay....

haha anyway i have to go, i'll update more soon....

BYEEEEEEEEE <3
xx

Life.... Is getting pretty annoying, it's hard to think about what's going on in my life without tearing up... Eh, Whatever, hopefully i'll live through it...

Aaannnnyyywwaaayyyy

Anyone gonna see Twilight this weekend? It's gonna be the RADDEST film of the year, be sure to check it out, 11-21-08 babyyyy!!!!

Also if your reading this and (you know who you are) then please IM ME FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!! D<<<<


My heart is broken..... </3
Ok, i'll stop ANNOYING you with my drama so much that YOU DON'T WANNA BE NEAR ME TO HEAR MY SUPPOSED WHINING.

Goodbye.


P.S.
I think
"LIFE SUCKS, THEN YOU DIE"
is a Very true statement.

DOES ANYONE ELSE HERE HATE BEING A FRESHMAN? OR IS IT JUST ME?

This past week has made me so mad, i felt like killing myself. i don't wanna get into too many details, but let's just say that a VERY cruel joke was played on me, and yet, I'm still thinking about the fact that it couldn't even be a joke, it was all so surreal, it made my head spin. it's so upsetting when things like this happen. It just wasn't something that was very fair. I think i still have faith in the person that did this to me, I just don't wanna get hurt anymore, but i'll try my best to stay away from these idiots. Anyway i have to go, i just wanted to get that off my chest, Thanks.
It's a Shame this had to happen this way, but what can you do? i thought it may work, but it obviously didn't. Again thanks for reading. Have a great weekend everyone.
xx

-Choogie <3